PROMOTING LIGHT BEARERS OF YOG @ LAKSHMI ENTERPRISES

IT’S YOG AND NOT YOGA AS PRONOUNCED BY BRITISHERS.BUT THOSE WHO PLAN TO SHIFT AAA-BROAD, CONTINUE SAYING YOG-AAAA.
It was 21st of June and what marked the beauty of sky was the Yoga Day celebrations. Yoga is not just a physical exercise but contains meditative and spiritual experiences while doing asans. You learn patience, control and practice from it.
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8 LIMBS OF YOGA
The Yoga Sutras of Patanjali refers to eight limbs of yoga, each of which offers guidance on how to live a meaningful and purposeful life.
1 YAMA.
2 NIYAMA.
3 ASANA.
4 PRANAYAMA.
5 PRATYAHARA.
6 DHARANA.
7 DHYANA.
8 SAMADHI.

There are five Yamas, including Ahimsa (non-violence), Satya (truthfulness), Asateya (non stealing), Brahmacharya (right use of energy), and Aparigraha (non greed or non hoarding).

From now on every week ,on tuesday we will take up one of eight limbs.

what ,why ,who Anusuya ???

Anusuya,its an ancient character. Its my love, yeah you can say that.Something which I have not found but keep eagerly, impatiently trying to find in my thoughts, imagination and experiences. Just like when we were taken care as a child,in our mother’s arm ,loved ,bathed ,brushed ,cared and i felt so blissful ,no words ,no lies ,no hatred , no lust , no badness , no assumption , no judgement. Everything as it.
Like I am important to my family ,so is everyone . As a son, a brother ,a student , a grandchild. yeah even the boy whom I beat and in return I was mobbed in kalu sarai. Her mother would have cried looking at his bleeding ear . still feel bad but after that; I never took up a fight and its been what,6 years since.

Coming to Anusuya…its me and what am i???? oh don’t ask me that. what i am ,you see everytime I ask myself this, I get new answers. Last time I was a theater teacher,with a broken heart and ????? ah…drop it. I am the good and bad. I have goodness of spirit and badness of all the bad that I have touched regardless of any judgement.

what is most important in today’s life???
with no time to feel truth ,greed for money ,lust for power ,false advertisement has taken a toll on our thoughts.
Time and its meaningful expenditure to fight a larger problem.
to love what you do
to live what you preach
to learn the teachings of ancestors
to lead those who need and make them independent

so ,anusuya community services.

Dear Baba
I saw your body burn 10 years ago . I am sorry that I couldn’t carry you from home to Ghaat and that I got tired of your weight. If you were healthy and not paralysed , you would be happy to see this. You have always guided me ,not by your words but by your action. whatever i have got because of you i want it to reach many others.

your life was cut short by disease but people still remembered you ,they still take your name ,not many but few whom you really helped, it matters a lot.when i think of this, i forget about fame or money or girlfriends ,it all seems like a trap.
i wish to be free like you are now. amma keeps talking about you ,she misses you a lot, but i promise ,she will find you once more in me through my actions and my work till the last day.

I wish ,I also do something so that my many grand children can take my name and
enjoy the fruits of my labour,which shall further motivate them to continue this service.

I Urite to Wnderstand as much as to be wnderstood ;-)

Excerpts from conversations with master/yogi
me:what should I do now?
master: How can I answer that, a teacher’s task is to show the right direction ,its thee who has the choose the destination. Though I can tell you hundred things but its you who should find it out so that later on if you have trouble you don’t look at me and say “you asked me to do it” . so be an adult.

me:whom do you call an adult?
master: someone who does what he says . when you say something it’s like you are holding sand in your hand, you must be able to hold it as long as steadily possible.
And take the responsibility , own your failure .say it , i failed because i had wrong assumption or the goal was too realistic and it won’t be repeated.

I have taken decisions and I have failed but that won’t stop me from achieving my dream and grow into an adult. After all ,i am just 23 now.

My Idea Of Development

During my ycs ,youth citizen service, internship i could see a totally different picture of society. It was not as ‘i’ had ‘seen in movies’ or ‘read in books’ or saw in cities. The problem in there were not recent they were present since a long time ,longer than one can imagine .
stereotypes,inequality,lack of resources and lack of willingness all contributed a fair amount to make the problem gigantic leading to lack of educated youth ,lack of people who wish to stay in village and do something there.
I have heard my elders saying “he became rich and made a temple there” and then someone else said ,oh ,after all he did not earn it the right way so he is just spending some on temples.
I feel that personal interest is just initial force but the greatest happiness is when you see yourself “taking up a waste” and make it “into something useful”.
what can you do to fulfill the dreams of those who wrote
“sarve bhavantu sukhinaha,
sarve santu niramaya,
sarve bhadrani pashyantu,
maa kaschdita dukh bhaav bhavet”
which means
may all be satisfied and happy
may all get rid of diseases
may all See what is Auspicious,
may no one Suffer.
if this is the idea then imagine what effort it will need of the person .
but i am nowhere near to the person
i am lazy , i procrastinate and i am so ugly ,i have never topped ,made my investors happy .
my ideas are gonna die with me and the world will be worse than i entered here.
more plastics , more gap between rich and poor ,
but one good thing will be there.
“one less thinking human being”

but will i attain moksha , will be free from the cycle of death and birth
or
will i have to sit for exam again
until i get the certificate .
so it seems dying just like that is not an option.
rather
“kuchch kaam karte hain
kuchch waam karte hain
jag me re kar hi kuchch naam karte hain
jab mili hi hai zindagi toh
chalo apna hi upkaar karte hain”
may god bless everyone but starts with me.

so lets organize ourselves
lets build a team
lets know our roots ,the lineage
who were my grandparents parents
what they wanted to do but couldn’t achieve
let’s educate someone for free
let’s give healthy suggestion to old
let’s make someone happy by singing or acting

and live another last day ,last second ….after all
the journey should be worth to be told.
take this body and make it into something.

JOURNEY AS A FILM-MAKER

I HAVE SIGNED THIS PETITION AND SHARED IT WITH FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK. ITS A DIRECTION BOARD FOR MY MINI PROJECT OF MAKING A SHORT DOCUMENTARY ON “CURRENT TECHNOLOGIES USED IN DELIVERING BABIES IN INDIA 2017”.

https://www.change.org/p/make-it-mandatory-for-all-hospitals-to-declare-number-of-caesarean-deliveries-safebirth?recruiter=516116780&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink

“ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS”. I MAY BECOME A HUSBAND/DAD N I AM CONCERNED.

IT’S A PERSONAL ISSUE FOR ME . MY MOTHER USED TO TELL STORIES ABOUT EATING IRON RICH FOOD , PHOSPHATES WHILE I WAS IN HER WOMB AS SUGGESTIONS SHE USED TO GET FROM MY GRAND PARENT (BADE NAANU). WHEN DURING 8TH CLASS BIO LECTURE ,MY MAM TOLD THE CLASS ABOUT UMBILICAL CORD AND THE NAVEL AND THAT WE MUST NEVR HURT HER OR SPEAK BADLY ,IT WAS AN EMOTIONAL EXPERIENCE FOR ME. EVERY HUMAN HAS SPENT THEIR FIRST 9 MONTHS INSIDE A MOTHER. ELEPHANTS GET MORE TIME THERE , 18-22 MONTHS, ALMOST TWICE THE TIME I SPENT AND LOOK HOW MAJESTIC HE IS.

I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING THE WEB FOR THE PAST 3 DAYS. LEARNNG ABOUT MIDWIVES AND PREGNANCY . HOW BABIES WERE DELIVERED 2000 YEARS AGO. YOU REALIZE THAT THIS IS NEVER TAUGHT OR TALKED ABOUT, WHY?? I MEAN ,WAS IT NEVER IMPORTNT TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IS AT STAKE WHEN YOU ARE BORN????

Theater facilitaor-first time

I am ever excited to learn and explore new fields. like a river taking its course without any questions. i was fascinated by a play nirbhaya directed by YAEL FARBER

I really liked the idea of  theaterical response to the incident. like a powerful tool to challenge any deeply rooted evil.
with lots of excitement and emotions ,which i possess infinite in amount, i thought,”one day i WOULD ALSO share something there on the stage, but…..yeah there is a BUT . when , how ,how much , who , where and why an engg. student wanna learn theater , as if i am a machine now. oh please, i can be happy and this really brings me happiness.
The next was a solo play in Nsd , i can’t explain how mesmerized  i was after that.HE WAS again revolting about the machine noise in some place and how it had made people’s live miserable.
Forum theater or theater of oppressed is a way to initiate it. After a 4-5 performances with mittika.I WISHED TO LEARN THEATER.

https://www.facebook.com/Shapno-Ekhon-138693012854124/?fref=ts
sapno ekhon provided me with the platform to learn from professionals . i go there once a week and its called group day .i am looking forward for the next one. there is so much enthusiasm in the group and there is lot to learn from the team.
After world mental health day performance, which taught me to be compassionate with people and take a stand instead of being a rock, silent bystander.
I was reached out by

https://www.facebook.com/pages/Khushi-Rainbow-Homesokhla/126683931072562?fref=ts

priyanka, if u are reading it, thank you for sharing this wonderful opportunity.
As a theater facilitator.
and then i met these wonderful kids there .
i made sure that anyone who wanted to learn was not left and that topic should be understood by all.
Gender stereotype in public places was something everyone related to and hence we started with exercises and activities to understand more about the issue and the recent incidents.
I wanted them to learn to act and change their attitude, bring out the positive ,understanding the importance of group and unity.
This was a wonderful platform to showcase their acting talent and that could only be done through practice, practice ,practice.
We lacked initially in making screenplay as some students were part of dance also.
believe me we were so afraid before the performance as if we were going to embarass ourselves and those who had expected great show from us. dance performance had set the bar really high.
“theater ke liye jigar chahiye, tum logo ne mehnat ki hai….achcha hoga”
but only we knew the problems…
1.forgetting dialogue…s
2. who’s next…s
3.last moment escape..s
4.confidence..s
5.stage fear..s
6.what if..s
i hope that it next time i can reduce some and add a few more problems.
so, if u have to teach a new thing …
i can be your resource person.
https://www.facebook.com/Dil-Se-Campaign-126287930782832/
The play was performed in the annual festival at ummeeed home ,qutab minar.

@adarshmosaic.183@gmail.com